should i do something for nanowrmo?

I want to write something new. Quite honestly, I'm blank. I've been blank for so long that it hurts pretty bad. My arms ache, my eyes are scratchy, I can't really feel my head...

I'm removing High and Driving and putting it into one full deviation. Soon there will be new posts from a similar, but completely different story. I hope any people who have been reading will forgive me for quiting.

Okay, I'm back. I've been back. So where are the updates? Lemme make up some excuses and then probably post a new chapter tonight.

First, I got to work. Grant it, it's only, like 4 hours a day and I don't get paid, it sucks out all my creative juices.

This new layout thing is freaking me out. I mean, it took me 10 minutes to figure out how to make a journal, which isn't very motivating to go out and submit a deviation.

Speaking of motivation, I got none. I mean, it'd be different if I had a raving fan club (it's my fault I don't), but just a few people reading it occasionally makes me feel like I can put it off with out disappointing a soul.

Finally, I'm too busy being a 'fagot' playing this stupid addicting game Endless Online. If you play it (heaven forbid), ask me and I'll tell you my user name.

Will anyone read this?
It's 4 am. It used to be a ritual to wake up at 4am for me. I started taking this new medicine that stopped this, but I believe it's starting again. While this is good and all, I really need to get sleep. The bags under my eyes are stacking up like pancakes.

After the first week of June, I'm going to be disappearing. This place is driving me mad, I'm almost sure of it. No updates for the month of June, but hopefully there will be some more stable ones when I return.

Psh, now it's 5, I took too long to write this